Last Day.

This basically describe how I feel for the entire month :pp

Well, as all human beings on earth knows, today is the last day of January. Our mid semester break had already started. Since today is the last day of the month, I had some stuff that I need to do and settle it by today (if possible). No more procrastinating!!

- I need to complete the Sabah Port field trip report. Sorry for the delay Ms. Aries :( I know I'm suppose to submit it today but I'm not even halfway done! I'm not sure how to do it. Aihh! I really hate myself now for being such a lazy-fat-ass. Ugh.

- I seriously need to update my first blog! I've totally abandoned that blog. Aww~ Poor Mr. Bloggie. I've only got one post there for this month! I'm planning to write about my vacation last month. But I can't get myself to do it! 

- Apart from all that, I must go to the gym today! I feel fat! This is what I hate about holidays. I always feel fat because I eat, sleep, play and eat and sleep and eat eat eat some more! Oink Oink! I feel like a pig. Huhu :'(

- I need to at least add a little something² on my presentation slides, although I don't have to rush on this work, but I need to put more effort on this assesment to make it more interesting or people will die out of boredom because of my uninteresting slides. 

- Fifth, Mom asked me to roast a very very big chicken for dinner today. I need to cut and marinate and wait and roast and bla bla bla. Dangg!! Aiyaa.. Mami ah, how am I suppose to diet liao. I don't like to cook ba, it made me want to eat the food! =.="

So.. Which one should I do first? *sigh* Can I do none of the above? I just want to sleep and eat and relax and watch TV all day long. How I wish I had an assistant that can do all that stuff for me. Great! I've become a spoiled kid. Pfft. 

Until the next post, see ya!

Suit Up!

Today is the day of our long anticipated Field Trip to Sabah Port! Well, to tell you the truth, the place is not as da bomb! as I thought it would be. Of course the building are high-tech and stuff, the view are spectacular, the place are spacious and despite the fact that Sabah Port is located in a rural area, the interior design of the building had a modern touch on it. But other than that, err.. I won't say anything bad about the place but I've seen much better buildings. Ahah! I expected too much.

Oh well ~ At least I enjoyed the photo sessions with my  oh-so-adorable classmates and spending quality time with them. I also wanted to thank our oh-so-awesome lecturer, Ms. Aries for bringing us there to educate us and gave us the opportunity to get new experience. What do I learn from this trip? Well, I've learn that err.. I'll get back to you on that later when I can think of one. Lol. I'm SO going to be in trouble because I have to write a report on this trip. Daebak!

Here are some of the pictures from today! I uploaded only some of it since most of these pictures are already up on Facebook. Credit to Cocoe, Jizer, Nataf and Ramadiah for the photos. Aww~ We actually look "matured". Until the next post, see ya! P/s: To have a better view, click the photos to enlarge ;))

Love Huh?

Its almost 3 a.m right now, I have class at 8 a.m later and I have no idea why I'm still up. Awesome! Lol. Ehem! Regarding to my post's title today, well.. My jiwang mode are on since its dawn, and when its on, ITS ON! So lets talk about L.O.V.E. Love to God, love to your family and love to your friends are all common and its human nature. You don't have to try hard to love or not to love them because they are already part of your life so whether you want it or not, you just have to love em'. Okayy.. Boring!

So how about love towards someone special? Of course each and everyone of you had fall in love , fall out of love, fall in love again, had a crush on someone, get bored of crushing then had a crush on someone again and so on. Right? Well, so have I. I've experienced it all. And I still remember how I felt at the moment I fell deeply in love, the sad and heartbreaking moment on the breaking-up process then the moment where I looked for remedies by crushing on someone from afar and yada yada.

But now, I had no one to love and had nobody to crush on except for the super HOT korean boybands. Haha! So yeah.. I felt lonely? sometimes. No more sweet texts and stuff. Well, serve me right! This is all because of my gigantic stupid ego! If only I gave the chance to all "those people" I won't feel this way. Lol. What am I saying. Hey, I'm not complaining or anything okay. I'm just expressing myself. Moreover, I'm not ready to give and receive love. So.. ngehh. I'll just concentrate on my study first.

Until the next post (which going to be very soon), see ya!

Amateur Chef.

I was as hungry as a hyenas when I came back home from class today. Lol. So I went to the kitchen to look for something to eat but the food that were cooked by my maid doesn't really suit my taste. So I decided to just cook for myself. Even though I don't look like the cooking-type, but I'm actually pretty good at cooking and yes, that's me praising myself. If I can't make it through this diploma course, I'm thinking of taking culinary and become a world renowned chef in the future! Ahh.. Dream on Shadel. Dream on. Anyways, today's menu is, Homemade Macaroni and Prawn. And here's how it goes..

1. Prepare the ingredient for the sauce (the first picture) and at the same time boil the macaroni for 15 minutes or so. After that, raise it and let it cold. Make sure the macaroni are just nice and not too soft.

2. Make the sauce. Heat the pan, put a little bit of oil, put in the garlic and the prawn, saute until the prawn looks red-ish. After that, add some ketchup, sugar, 1/2 cup of water and a pinch of salt. Then stir. 

3. Taste the sauce and if its okay, add in the macaroni into the sauce. Stir for a couple of minutes and don't forget to put in the white pepper to make it taste better. You can use black pepper too if you want.

4. Tadaa! Its done! Although it doesn't look that nice, but the taste is to die for! Eheh~

I gave some to my Dad that happens to be home that time to try it and he said it was delicious! My little sister and brother like it too! That proves that I'm a good cook even though I'm still an amature in cooking. Eheh~ So boys, looking for a partner that can cook? Here I am. Loljk. Anyways, here's the funny part, after I finish eating all that, I regret going to the kitchen at the first place looking for food. I should stick to my diet plan and starve. But no.. I just have to go to look for food. Ahah! I know its weird to feel regret after eating but thats just me. Don't bother. So, until the next post, see ya! 

P/s: Wow.. Something weird just happen. As soon as I click publish just now, my Mom asked me to cook the dish again, for the entire family . Ahah ! :DD

Limits.

Everyone have their limits in everything don't they? So am I! I have my limits! When people cross that limit, I'll burst. I'm going to be really mad! Like now.. I really dislike people who take me for granted. Huh! Am I that easy? Seriously, I'm asking you, am I that easy to play with? Just because I said I don't mind doesn't mean I'm okay with it. Just because I don't get angry easily doesn't mean I won't get angry. Just because I help you once doesn't mean I want to help you twice. Get it? No? Pfft. People nowadays are lack of common courtesy. Acting bossy and stuff without thinking about other people's feeling. Please la. On this earth, you are nobody! So don't act like you're somebody. I don't live to serve you! Understand? So please.. Don't make me put on a pokerface because I hate putting it on. I don't want to be a hypocrite. Don't make me! *sigh* I don't think I can ever be a good person in this life if this goes on. What a cruel world we're living in. Ugh. Whatever la. Screw it!

Current Addiction!

Good Morning everyone! Rise and shine! Today I woke up quite early, not because I wanted to, I was force to! By my sisters. They wanted me to send them to Tun Fuad for their cross country yada yada. That's not what I wanted to share with you guys today. Our topic for today is, my current addiction, which is K-POP! Ahah~ I have serious addiction towards anything that involve Korean bands, especially boy bands ;)

Well, I not going to babble about all the bands in this post because there are too many of them! I'm just going to mention one that I currently adore with all my heart and soul. Lol. Okay, too much. They are ridiculously cute, pretty, funny and talented. They have the whole package! The band goes by the name U-Kiss (picture below). I watched some of their reality TV shows and I'll be like one of the non-stop-screaming-crazy-fans. LOL.

From Left: Alexander, Soohyun, Kibum, Eli, Kevin, Dongho and Kiseop.

Man Man Ha Ni by U-Kiss. I can watch this for the whole day! 

Ahh.. My blog look so much better with the boy's picture in it. Lol. Such an eyes-pleaser aren't they? My eyes are happy just by watching and looking at them. Haha! I think that's it for this lovely morning, I'm going to post more K-Pops in the future. Until then, see ya! 

Self Confidence.

I really hate myself when it comes to self-confidence. Sometimes I have high self-confidence but most of the time my confidence level are so-so. So when I'm not confident with myself, I tend to get nervous. For example, speaking in front of the class, when all eyes are focused on you, only you! I get nervous and my self-confidence fell almost to 0%.  My self-confidence depends on my mood and my appearance. When I'm in a good mood and when I think my appearance are okay, my self-confidence can be higher than usual. Yesterday, in BEL312 class, our lecturer Ms. Aries asked each one of us about our opinion on something from the book. Everyone able to answer with full of confidence and even share their experiences. But when it comes to my turn, I somehow stuttered and didn't able to answer. Aih.. So lame oh! But come to think of it, our lecturer mention something about getting my hair rebond somewhere at Inanam before I start answering her question. Since my appearance are being mention, I think that's probably the reason why I stuttered. I somehow feel that part of my self confidence are being crushed. Lol. Anyways, I have to find a way to overcome my nervous-ness a.s.a.p or else.. I'm doomed! Til then, see ya!

P/s: This post are actually for 20th Jan 2011, I draft it on that day but didn't post it because I was too tired and fell asleep while drafting this half-way :p

Dumb.

I felt really dumbfounded right now. Or is it just dumb? Ugh. Whatever. Why did I do that?! Unbelievable! Its almost 2 a.m now and out of nowhere, I chopped off my front hair. Oh my God! Seriously! What did I do?! Now I looked like one of the santung whom I always mocked and I somehow managed to get my head looks like Ampal's head. And! The worst part is, its uneven! I wanted to fix it but its too late. Great! Just great! Good job Shadel. Well done in being dumb. Serve you right! I know its only hair. It'll grow back. But.. Aihh.. Whatever la. 

Ignore the pimple cream and lets focus on my damaged hair. @#$%6&*!!

No More Pain!

Yes. That's me and MY tooth. I've suffered from toothache for almost a month now and I had a very typical reason for that, sweet tooth! I like sweet things. Lol. So today I decided to skipped class and went to see the dentist. I didn't feel anything when the dentist injected my gum but when she said "Pliers" to her assistant, I panic! I can hear the 'crack' sound when she pulled the tooth out but thank God I didn't feel anything. After my tooth was extracted, I feel numb and I can't speak properly but at least there's no more pain and I feel relief. Oh! I remembered the first thing the dentist said as soon as I opened my mouth "Hm.. I can see that you don't like to go to the dentist." And I was like "Haha.. Yeah."

Strip Show.

Something really interesting happend today. Guess what? I did a strip show at the lecture hall. Ahah! As if! Well, what actually happen is, my baju kurung's skirt just fell in the lecture hall. Yup! It just fell like that. It innocently fell as if it is used to fall at random places all the time. Ha-ha-ha. Funny right? At first I was panic, but then I was like.. Ngeh. Good thing the hall was almost empty or else I would have to buried myself alive. Hah! I seriously don't know what or how to feel at that very critical moment, I was like, am I supposed to laugh first or am I supposed to feel embarrass first? Eitherways, I just lost my pride and I don't bother to keep it a secret because its a burden and I don't think anyone would care either. So yeah, sharing is caring. And I'm sharing this because I care. Lesson for all human being, hook your pants or else you'll be expose to the world. And to those who saw what they are not supposed to see, well, God bless you! Until then, see ya!

P/s: Yes. I am being as sarcastic as I can. 

Deep in The Jungle.

Today.. Ahh.. Today, we went Jungle Tracking! Its freakin' tiring! I got scratch mark and bruises all over my body, oh! and don't forget the cramps! Nice. Ugh. I don't feel like going to class tomorrow. But.. Skipping class doesn't make me clever-er, more like I'll become dumb-er! Anyways, back to today, in the jungle, we had to climb, jump, slide and even crawl! We are required to do that sort of stuff for this semester's Module. Pftt. Seriously, I feel like Tarzan today. Lol. Some student fainted and some even cried. UiTM jungle are no joke! And after all that, we have to gather at the gym to hear some talk from the Head of Commander. Bla, bla, bla, since the talk are non of my concern, I just doze off. Haha! Here are some pictures for today. Until then, see ya!

 My adorable classmates, this is before we went in to the jungle :)

 

Mar² and Yie². They claimed the thing they were holding were Marijuana. Yeah right! 

With my Kakak Jizer. This is not even halfway into the jungle and I was already sweating like hell. Lol.

 With Commander Syafiq, our guider throughout the activity. P/s: Ugh, I look fat =.=''

 

#Lesson 1: Never ever wear your favorite shoes when you're going into the jungle.

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This is what happen! Its being decorated by mud. Dayyum :'(

Emo Mood: ON

Today was a rainy day. The weather seems to suit my mood right now. I feel kinda sad. Earlier today I feel just fine. But now.. Its no big deal actually, I just miss my friends, my ex-classmates to be exact whom I really close with, Ily and Nataf. Life are kinda dull without them. In BEL312 class today, we've learn something about communication, personality and stuff. Talking about personality, Jizer and I went to Suria Sabah today to meet Ily, she's MC-ing an event there, em, she seems different, her "personality" seems different. I know she's busy working and stuff, I don't blame her for that. I'm just being emotional. People change, so what? Right? Its human nature. Ahah~ And Nataf, well, she seems busy too since her class at ATI just started. Talking about this two lady made me miss them more! *sob* I miss the time we spent together. Anyhow, I wish both of them luck in everything! Oh, I went through some of our old pictures and I was like aww~ :')

1st semester, the first picture I took with them.

 

2nd semester, with Nataf.

 

2nd semester, with Ily.

 

3rd semester, just being US :p

 

Random Talk.

Ahh.. I feel so freakin' tired today. Mentally and physically especially. So let me just talk randomly because I got a lot to say in so little time and I don't have the leisure of time to sort out everything. Well, I get tired easily nowadays. What the fish man? Am I getting old? Its only been 2 weeks since my classes started! I wonder what will happen in 20 weeks. Pfft. Oh! My assignments are piling up everyday and as usual, I procrastinate. Heh~ Old habit never dies. Can't do anything about it, lets just move on. Hm, have you ever been in a situation where you are not willing to do stuff for people but you just have to do it just because they're nice to you and you feel guilty if you refuse to help them? At first you are just being nice and offer some help but as time goes by, they took things for granted and became selfish and somehow you end up being responsible in everything even it is non of your concern? Just something to think about. Or not? Oh well, nobody's perfect, just being human. Ahah~ I love K-POP! Lol. Offside much. Thats the end of my random talk for today, there will be a lot more random-ness in the future, look forward to that. Until then, see ya!

Just Another Day.

Greetings ladies and gentleman! I just came back from my part time job, which is being a taxi driver. Ahah~ Loljk. Well, despite of my tiredness, guess what is the first thing that I do as soon as got back? Turned on my laptop and went directly to blogspot and I took some time to read all my classmates's blog. No joke! I've read every single words in their blog and wow they're good! Hm, reading at their blogs, I get to know them better. Comparing my blog to theirs, my blog seems err.. nothing that I could be pround of.

Anyways, moving on.. Today, I'm suppose to have 3 classes. But I only went for 1 class which is BEL312, skipped 1 class and my other class was canceled. I know I'm not suppose to skip classes anymore, but what can I do.. I'm only human and I can easily be persuade and get easily distracted. When my friend told me not to go to class, I agree to the idea without thinking any furthur. Hah! I'm not blaming my friend for that, I blame myself. Instead of using my brain to think rationally, I followed my heart towards distruction. LOL. Whatever that means.

Yada yada yada.. Lets skip to the fun part of today! Since my class ended at 12PM, me and my friends went to KK, we had lunch and went to watch movie (the picture below). Seriously, I almost die from a heart-attact by that movie. And for the first time ever in my entire life, I scream wholeheartedly in the cinema. May God bless the film director for doing such movie. Eheh~ My posts became longer and longer. I guess I have to stop here. Until then.. See ya!

Making and Receiving.

Today, in BEL312 class, we've learn about Making and Receiving calls. Our lecturer, Ms. Aries, gave us a task that require us to call a 5-stars hotel, for real! So far, all her tasks and activities are no joke! But, I really like her class because it gave us alot of exposure and experience and I had fun! I'm not saying this just to get good grades okay. Its the truth. Heh~ Enough about BEL312. I just remember that our lecturer told us that we can write anything in this blog. If I write just about BEL312 throughout this entire semester, people can actually die out of boredom by reading this blog. I'm serious!

Hm.. So, lets talk about something else. Oh! Lets talk about this week since its almost the end of this week. What can I say about this week? Its the first week of the year, the first week we've started our class, and the tiredest week in my entire life! Ahah~ Not really la. Its just that our semester break last year are too freakin' long and going back to class after that long holiday.. It feels like it took out all of the energy in my body. I feel tired and sleepy all the time, probably because I'm not used to waking up early anymore. *sigh* I really need to get my act together this year! No more joking and playing around!

p/s: I really need to get myself a driver. Anyone interested? I used to like to drive. But now.. Not so much. Its tiring and its wasting my energy. This is the time where I wish I'm rich and all I have to do is to order people around. I should just stay at the hostel. LOLJK :p

Introduction and Greetings.

Hi there! How do you do? Today in BEL312, we've learn how to greet and introduce ourself in a formal way. I've learn that, one must have self-confidence and you have to maintain cool body posture throughout your greeting and introduction. There's one time where our lecturer asked us to introduce ourself, all we have do is to say "hi, my name is blabla, thank you for having me", sounds easy right? Ahah~ Its not! Its nerve wracking! I don't even know why I feel so nervous introducing myself in front of my almost-twoyears-classmates. We laugh so hard on each other during that session. Seriously, watching my friends introduced themselves with that serious look pasted on their face are really funny! But I have to give them a round of applause for their effort. Hm.. What else? Oh! We are going on a Field Trip on the 27th. I'm looking forward to that. What else? There's a lot of stuff that I wanted to share, but I'm really tired right now and my brain are not functioning well when I'm tired. I guess that's all for today. Until then, see ya! :)

Prologue.

In one of the subject that I'm taking this semester, English for Occupational Purpose (BEL312), we are required to do a blog and update it 3 times a week. At the end of this semester, we will be given marks for the posts that we've post. I've been a blogger since 2009. So I can say that this is not a big deal for me. This is actually good to improve more on my English language skill. Hah~ I usually don't write my blog in all English and I also don't usually write this way. I mean, I'm being way too formal, I feel awkward. This is probably because I put more effort than I usually do. I've learn that if you put too much effort in writing a blog, you're blog will be boring to read. I doubt that our lecturer will read each one of her student's blog, but its not impossible right? So yeah.. I'll just start this blog with this and lets hope I'll be less awkward in the next post. Until then, see ya! :)