Last Day.

This basically describe how I feel for the entire month :pp

Well, as all human beings on earth knows, today is the last day of January. Our mid semester break had already started. Since today is the last day of the month, I had some stuff that I need to do and settle it by today (if possible). No more procrastinating!!

- I need to complete the Sabah Port field trip report. Sorry for the delay Ms. Aries :( I know I'm suppose to submit it today but I'm not even halfway done! I'm not sure how to do it. Aihh! I really hate myself now for being such a lazy-fat-ass. Ugh.

- I seriously need to update my first blog! I've totally abandoned that blog. Aww~ Poor Mr. Bloggie. I've only got one post there for this month! I'm planning to write about my vacation last month. But I can't get myself to do it! 

- Apart from all that, I must go to the gym today! I feel fat! This is what I hate about holidays. I always feel fat because I eat, sleep, play and eat and sleep and eat eat eat some more! Oink Oink! I feel like a pig. Huhu :'(

- I need to at least add a little something² on my presentation slides, although I don't have to rush on this work, but I need to put more effort on this assesment to make it more interesting or people will die out of boredom because of my uninteresting slides. 

- Fifth, Mom asked me to roast a very very big chicken for dinner today. I need to cut and marinate and wait and roast and bla bla bla. Dangg!! Aiyaa.. Mami ah, how am I suppose to diet liao. I don't like to cook ba, it made me want to eat the food! =.="

So.. Which one should I do first? *sigh* Can I do none of the above? I just want to sleep and eat and relax and watch TV all day long. How I wish I had an assistant that can do all that stuff for me. Great! I've become a spoiled kid. Pfft. 

Until the next post, see ya!

Suit Up!

Today is the day of our long anticipated Field Trip to Sabah Port! Well, to tell you the truth, the place is not as da bomb! as I thought it would be. Of course the building are high-tech and stuff, the view are spectacular, the place are spacious and despite the fact that Sabah Port is located in a rural area, the interior design of the building had a modern touch on it. But other than that, err.. I won't say anything bad about the place but I've seen much better buildings. Ahah! I expected too much.

Oh well ~ At least I enjoyed the photo sessions with my  oh-so-adorable classmates and spending quality time with them. I also wanted to thank our oh-so-awesome lecturer, Ms. Aries for bringing us there to educate us and gave us the opportunity to get new experience. What do I learn from this trip? Well, I've learn that err.. I'll get back to you on that later when I can think of one. Lol. I'm SO going to be in trouble because I have to write a report on this trip. Daebak!

Here are some of the pictures from today! I uploaded only some of it since most of these pictures are already up on Facebook. Credit to Cocoe, Jizer, Nataf and Ramadiah for the photos. Aww~ We actually look "matured". Until the next post, see ya! P/s: To have a better view, click the photos to enlarge ;))

Love Huh?

Its almost 3 a.m right now, I have class at 8 a.m later and I have no idea why I'm still up. Awesome! Lol. Ehem! Regarding to my post's title today, well.. My jiwang mode are on since its dawn, and when its on, ITS ON! So lets talk about L.O.V.E. Love to God, love to your family and love to your friends are all common and its human nature. You don't have to try hard to love or not to love them because they are already part of your life so whether you want it or not, you just have to love em'. Okayy.. Boring!

So how about love towards someone special? Of course each and everyone of you had fall in love , fall out of love, fall in love again, had a crush on someone, get bored of crushing then had a crush on someone again and so on. Right? Well, so have I. I've experienced it all. And I still remember how I felt at the moment I fell deeply in love, the sad and heartbreaking moment on the breaking-up process then the moment where I looked for remedies by crushing on someone from afar and yada yada.

But now, I had no one to love and had nobody to crush on except for the super HOT korean boybands. Haha! So yeah.. I felt lonely? sometimes. No more sweet texts and stuff. Well, serve me right! This is all because of my gigantic stupid ego! If only I gave the chance to all "those people" I won't feel this way. Lol. What am I saying. Hey, I'm not complaining or anything okay. I'm just expressing myself. Moreover, I'm not ready to give and receive love. So.. ngehh. I'll just concentrate on my study first.

Until the next post (which going to be very soon), see ya!

Amateur Chef.

I was as hungry as a hyenas when I came back home from class today. Lol. So I went to the kitchen to look for something to eat but the food that were cooked by my maid doesn't really suit my taste. So I decided to just cook for myself. Even though I don't look like the cooking-type, but I'm actually pretty good at cooking and yes, that's me praising myself. If I can't make it through this diploma course, I'm thinking of taking culinary and become a world renowned chef in the future! Ahh.. Dream on Shadel. Dream on. Anyways, today's menu is, Homemade Macaroni and Prawn. And here's how it goes..

1. Prepare the ingredient for the sauce (the first picture) and at the same time boil the macaroni for 15 minutes or so. After that, raise it and let it cold. Make sure the macaroni are just nice and not too soft.

2. Make the sauce. Heat the pan, put a little bit of oil, put in the garlic and the prawn, saute until the prawn looks red-ish. After that, add some ketchup, sugar, 1/2 cup of water and a pinch of salt. Then stir. 

3. Taste the sauce and if its okay, add in the macaroni into the sauce. Stir for a couple of minutes and don't forget to put in the white pepper to make it taste better. You can use black pepper too if you want.

4. Tadaa! Its done! Although it doesn't look that nice, but the taste is to die for! Eheh~

I gave some to my Dad that happens to be home that time to try it and he said it was delicious! My little sister and brother like it too! That proves that I'm a good cook even though I'm still an amature in cooking. Eheh~ So boys, looking for a partner that can cook? Here I am. Loljk. Anyways, here's the funny part, after I finish eating all that, I regret going to the kitchen at the first place looking for food. I should stick to my diet plan and starve. But no.. I just have to go to look for food. Ahah! I know its weird to feel regret after eating but thats just me. Don't bother. So, until the next post, see ya! 

P/s: Wow.. Something weird just happen. As soon as I click publish just now, my Mom asked me to cook the dish again, for the entire family . Ahah ! :DD

Limits.

Everyone have their limits in everything don't they? So am I! I have my limits! When people cross that limit, I'll burst. I'm going to be really mad! Like now.. I really dislike people who take me for granted. Huh! Am I that easy? Seriously, I'm asking you, am I that easy to play with? Just because I said I don't mind doesn't mean I'm okay with it. Just because I don't get angry easily doesn't mean I won't get angry. Just because I help you once doesn't mean I want to help you twice. Get it? No? Pfft. People nowadays are lack of common courtesy. Acting bossy and stuff without thinking about other people's feeling. Please la. On this earth, you are nobody! So don't act like you're somebody. I don't live to serve you! Understand? So please.. Don't make me put on a pokerface because I hate putting it on. I don't want to be a hypocrite. Don't make me! *sigh* I don't think I can ever be a good person in this life if this goes on. What a cruel world we're living in. Ugh. Whatever la. Screw it!

Current Addiction!

Good Morning everyone! Rise and shine! Today I woke up quite early, not because I wanted to, I was force to! By my sisters. They wanted me to send them to Tun Fuad for their cross country yada yada. That's not what I wanted to share with you guys today. Our topic for today is, my current addiction, which is K-POP! Ahah~ I have serious addiction towards anything that involve Korean bands, especially boy bands ;)

Well, I not going to babble about all the bands in this post because there are too many of them! I'm just going to mention one that I currently adore with all my heart and soul. Lol. Okay, too much. They are ridiculously cute, pretty, funny and talented. They have the whole package! The band goes by the name U-Kiss (picture below). I watched some of their reality TV shows and I'll be like one of the non-stop-screaming-crazy-fans. LOL.

From Left: Alexander, Soohyun, Kibum, Eli, Kevin, Dongho and Kiseop.

Man Man Ha Ni by U-Kiss. I can watch this for the whole day! 

Ahh.. My blog look so much better with the boy's picture in it. Lol. Such an eyes-pleaser aren't they? My eyes are happy just by watching and looking at them. Haha! I think that's it for this lovely morning, I'm going to post more K-Pops in the future. Until then, see ya! 

Self Confidence.

I really hate myself when it comes to self-confidence. Sometimes I have high self-confidence but most of the time my confidence level are so-so. So when I'm not confident with myself, I tend to get nervous. For example, speaking in front of the class, when all eyes are focused on you, only you! I get nervous and my self-confidence fell almost to 0%.  My self-confidence depends on my mood and my appearance. When I'm in a good mood and when I think my appearance are okay, my self-confidence can be higher than usual. Yesterday, in BEL312 class, our lecturer Ms. Aries asked each one of us about our opinion on something from the book. Everyone able to answer with full of confidence and even share their experiences. But when it comes to my turn, I somehow stuttered and didn't able to answer. Aih.. So lame oh! But come to think of it, our lecturer mention something about getting my hair rebond somewhere at Inanam before I start answering her question. Since my appearance are being mention, I think that's probably the reason why I stuttered. I somehow feel that part of my self confidence are being crushed. Lol. Anyways, I have to find a way to overcome my nervous-ness a.s.a.p or else.. I'm doomed! Til then, see ya!

P/s: This post are actually for 20th Jan 2011, I draft it on that day but didn't post it because I was too tired and fell asleep while drafting this half-way :p

Dumb.

I felt really dumbfounded right now. Or is it just dumb? Ugh. Whatever. Why did I do that?! Unbelievable! Its almost 2 a.m now and out of nowhere, I chopped off my front hair. Oh my God! Seriously! What did I do?! Now I looked like one of the santung whom I always mocked and I somehow managed to get my head looks like Ampal's head. And! The worst part is, its uneven! I wanted to fix it but its too late. Great! Just great! Good job Shadel. Well done in being dumb. Serve you right! I know its only hair. It'll grow back. But.. Aihh.. Whatever la. 

Ignore the pimple cream and lets focus on my damaged hair. @#$%6&*!!

No More Pain!

Yes. That's me and MY tooth. I've suffered from toothache for almost a month now and I had a very typical reason for that, sweet tooth! I like sweet things. Lol. So today I decided to skipped class and went to see the dentist. I didn't feel anything when the dentist injected my gum but when she said "Pliers" to her assistant, I panic! I can hear the 'crack' sound when she pulled the tooth out but thank God I didn't feel anything. After my tooth was extracted, I feel numb and I can't speak properly but at least there's no more pain and I feel relief. Oh! I remembered the first thing the dentist said as soon as I opened my mouth "Hm.. I can see that you don't like to go to the dentist." And I was like "Haha.. Yeah."

Strip Show.

Something really interesting happend today. Guess what? I did a strip show at the lecture hall. Ahah! As if! Well, what actually happen is, my baju kurung's skirt just fell in the lecture hall. Yup! It just fell like that. It innocently fell as if it is used to fall at random places all the time. Ha-ha-ha. Funny right? At first I was panic, but then I was like.. Ngeh. Good thing the hall was almost empty or else I would have to buried myself alive. Hah! I seriously don't know what or how to feel at that very critical moment, I was like, am I supposed to laugh first or am I supposed to feel embarrass first? Eitherways, I just lost my pride and I don't bother to keep it a secret because its a burden and I don't think anyone would care either. So yeah, sharing is caring. And I'm sharing this because I care. Lesson for all human being, hook your pants or else you'll be expose to the world. And to those who saw what they are not supposed to see, well, God bless you! Until then, see ya!

P/s: Yes. I am being as sarcastic as I can.